middle eastern bum

its been more tha a month since i arrived here in Abu Dhabi. still jobless though.

being a bum has its perks too. but its really quite tiring already. i have been blogsurfing for a couple of days and have been inspired to do my own blog. this isnt my first though. i have tried blogging before in my muliply account but that didnt seem to work out. So there, this will be my first entry in lj. bear with me and my writing skills. heheh

where to begin. hmmm. first off, i miss the philippines. i miss everyone there. my partner, my friends, my lifestyle. Everything is so different here. bantay sarado ako ng magulang ko. i see them everyday which is very unusual for me. you see, ive been living by myself for almost 2 years in the philippines and i was quite used to it. well, not really myself. i have my tita and my cousin to maintain the house and stay with me. but still, my parents werent there.

sige na nga, ill be completely honest. i miss my partner so much. lets call him, R. R and I have been together for 5 years and this is the first time na nagkahiwalay kme ng ganto katagal. we are trying our best to wok with this setup and i hope it wlll be fine. just like any other relationship, ours had its fair share of away-bati moments so sana tlga masanay kme sa ganitong set up. i miss R so much. i miss his chinky eyes, his hair, his lips, his sexy body... (haha nagiging bastusin na.)

moving on, i miss my friends. i miss philvert, whacks, rean, jojie, boni dave and the rest. i miss talking to them in person. i miss our barahan sessions. our coffee fridays. our weekly sleepovers. everything about them i miss.shempre no. nakakamiss tlga. wala kaya akong makausap dito ng matino.buti nlng most of them are online everyday so at least nakakapagbarahan padin kame sa Yahoo conference. un tlga ung nakakamiss dito eh, ung wala kang mamit na tao na ud feel comfortable to be yourself. i have met some new friends here, pero iba eh. iba tlga. i cant be my true self with them. parang i was so comfortable with my set of friends in manila na parang im not open to meeting new ones. i dunno. nagaadjust pa siguro ako.

mmm so there. mejo napahaba ang intro ko for my first entry. i have so much to share about family, relationships and boys. ill be posting them soon.

see you around!
xoxo